According to the calendar, tomorrow is full moon. I'm not surprised. Last evening I walked into the bathroom to get Destiny's toothbrush ready for her and I was met with this amazing sight - the moon was peering right through the skylight! Pretty cool!
My little first-year daffodils have shriveled up and died, but the tulips have shot up and opened in the past few days. I was hoping there would be more red ones, but I like them anyway. We had bought a bag of variety daffodil and tulip bulbs last fall, so I didn't know what to expect.
Here are "my kids" who sang at the funeral this morning - Brandon Kreider, now a senior at Manheim Central High School, Heather Harley, a freshman at Liberty University, Hillary Snavely, a freshman at Delaware State, and Matt Garber, a freshman at Lebanon Valley College. I LOVE these kids - had them ever since kindergarten. Not to mention, they sound AMAZING!!
The funeral itself was very, very emotional. Depression and mental illness are so painful and ruthless. I have walked through some deep waters in the past, supporting a loved one through depression, so there were times this morning when I felt like I needed to walk out and find a place to sob and wail. Bill's father-in-law, a pastor in their church, has apparently been there every step of the way through the darkness Bill dealt with this past year. He shared this morning, and at times was forcing back his sobs. Right after that they played "Taps" and performed the military ritual of folding the American flag and presenting it to Dominique (Bill had served in the Gulf War), and right after that my Heather had to get up and sing the song Breathe. I don't know how she pulled herself together for that, but she did. At the end of the service the four kids sang the song Great Is He, a favorite from their days on my school worship team. I wish I could have sat beside Chris (Bill's son) during that song. He had also been on the worship team back then.
Now I must get busy. Tomorrow will be a big day with my current worship team. We are meeting at 6:45 AM(!!) to travel to a church in Juniata County, about an hour-and-a-half away.





